I must say that I look in the mirror a lot. Not because I think I look good, I just want to remind myself how gross I look and I shouldn't act superior over other people I think are uglier than me because chances are I'm just as ugly. It's just getting unbearable now. I think that if I didn't have to go to school, I would never leave the house. Make up is starting to not even help anymore. I really don't know what to do. I was off from school all this week due to flooding and I'm so happy. I didn't have to dress to impress unless I went out. I kind of went out a lot. Logan had people over almost every night. It was such a hassle to get ready to go out. You people have no idea how hard it is to not be able to go anywhere without having to put a little bit of make up on. It gets to be so annoying and I've had enough. My mom won't call the fucking dermatologist (sp?) and I'm stuck with this greasy made-up face.
I HAVE HAD ENOUGH.
Hear that, God?
Why couldn't you have made me beautiful like my mom?
Instead I'm a greasy looking ginzo with bad skin from my dad. Great.
xox. Tracy
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